Ok wow this entry is going to be long.  A lot of things have been happening.  Good and Bad things

Bad first cuz im the cynical liberal. haha ted

-exams are coming!  I am so stressed out with all of it.  I mean not only do i have to study for exams, all of the teachers are giving us homework.  I ahve had like 3 hours over the past week.  I have sometimes cried over the phone to meg and i dont know why i am sharing this with you but i have been so stressed i cant eat or feel like doing anything. 

-I think its funny someimes i read my journals from last year and see how hard it gets in the winter. I hate winter.  Winter is soooo over-rated.  It gets dark early, cold, flu everywhere. ugh

-Then its the fact of dealing with some people.  I know amber and meg tell me to forget about some of them and dont listen to them but they are so annoying.

-Both of my grandpa's are in the hospital.  One we think may not make it through the winter and the other we dont know.

WHY DOES THIS WORLD HAVE TO SUCK

Hearts are worn in these dark ages
You're not alone in this story's pages
Night has fallen amongst the living and the dying
And I try to hold it in, yeah I try to hold it in

[Chorus]
The world's on fire and
It's more than I can handle
I dive into the water
(I try to pull my ship)
I try to bring more
More than I can handle
(Bring it to the table)
Bring what I am able

I watch the heavens and I find a calling
Something I can do to change this moment
Stay close to me while the sky is falling
Don't wanna be left alone, don't wanna be alone

[Chorus]

Hearts break, hearts mend
Love still hurts
Visions clash, planes crash
Still there's talk of
Saving souls, still the cold
Is closing in on us

We part the veil on Archille's sun
Stray from the straight line on this short run
The more we take, the less we become
A fortune of one that means less for some!!!!

Positive:

-Gave money to Red Cross and UNICEF.  Those poor people.  I feel so bad for them.

-Winter and summer vacations are planned.  That is the only thing getting me through this.

-hmmm? anything else...?

LIFE SUCKS